February 2008


storm

“We have become so accustomed to the idea of divine love and of God’s coming at Christmas that we no longer feel the shiver of fear that God’s coming should arouse in us. We are indifferent to the message, taking only the pleasant and agreeable out of it and forgetting the serious aspect, that the God of the world draws near to the people of our little earth and lays claim to us. The coming of God is truly not only glad tidings, but first of all frightening news for everyone who has a conscience.”

-Dietrich Bonhoeffer

these tests are endless….

argh

ok sorry… just had to get that off my chest… i’m good now… back to the grind…

 

“Where would you be if God took away all your Christian work? Too often it is our Christian work that is worshiped and not God.”

-Oswald Chambers

This quote got me thinking. If God took away all your works, what would be left? Just you. That’s it. Take away everything you’ve ever done in this life and all that’s left is you. What does that look like? Are you happy with what you see? More importantly is God pleased with what He sees? In Luke 11:39-41 Jesus speaks these words, “Now you Pharisees cleanse the outside of your cup and of the dish, but inside you are full of greed and wickedness. You fools! Did not he who made the outside make the inside also? But give as alms those things that are within and behold everything is clean for you.” I think I always have it backwards – I look to change my inside and therefore try and do so many things to try and make that happen, instead of turning to God and give it all up to Him to change me and have the clean works flow from that. Dan Ko in his blog today writes about Alistair Begg’s (or Uncle Ali as he says haha) advice on relationships. In this sermons series he says something ordinary, yet very profound (not word for word):

“Beauty is not measured by the time spent in front of a mirror. Beauty is measured by time spent in front of the Word of God.”

bibleAnd truly it is. So it leads to the question of the day. Who am I? Pretty much a cup self-cleaned on the outside by a dirty rag, but turning to the ultimate Cleanser today to be purified through and through. As the tagline says, “Beloved, we are God’s children now…” Thank You Jesus!

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By Karen Allen
BBC News, Nairobi
Friday, 15 February 2008

A Kenyan woman crouches in a tent by the only possession she retrieved when she fled her home last month – a brown-paper bag packed with HIV drugs.

“I was told by gangs that I was going to be raped because I am Kikuyu. That’s why I left my house and came to this camp,” she says about the attack on her slum home in the capital, Nairobi.

“This was the only thing I was able to carry from my house, because I know what it means to miss these drugs,” she says, pointing towards the packs of different medicines.

They may help save her life but with just one meal a day, she is unable to tolerate the medication. She is so weak, she can hardly stand up, and so the temptation to skip a dose is huge.

Out of 600,000 people who have been displaced in Kenya’s post-election violence, at least 15,000 are HIV-positive.

Tip of the iceberg

Many depend on anti-retrovirals drugs to survive. It is a complicated regime and many need close medical supervision.

Yet in some clinics, a fifth of patients have failed to turn up, and that could be just the tip of the iceberg.

Patients have either fled to their ancestral homes or are too frightened to venture outside their camps or homes, for fear of fresh violence erupting.One HIV-positive woman in Nairobi’s Kibera slum was stranded at home for four weeks.

By the time health workers had managed to reach her, an infection had taken hold and she was rushed to hospital in a critical condition.

David Okello, the country representative of the World Health Organization in Kenya, says that at the moment, clinics in violent flashpoints were just about “coping”.

With peace talks under way, the situation has settled down, but if fresh violence were to erupt he warns that Aids patients would be in “big trouble six months down the line”.

Stark

Without medical supervision not only is there the problem of accessing medication, and getting regular blood tests that hold vital information as to how anti-retroviral drugs are performing, but failure to stick to the complex drug regime increases the likelihood of drug-resistant strains of the disease taking hold.

That would mean more and more patients with the Aids virus would be harder to treat exposing more of the population to infection.In times of peace Kenya has performed relatively well in getting anti-retroviral treatment out to people with the Aids virus, but the current disruption could cause irreparable damage.

Walter Kizito – a clinical specialist at a Medecins Sans Frontieres clinic in one of Nairobi’s slums – puts it in stark terms.

“If patients cannot access their medication for anti-retrovirals – and here we are talking of insecurity – HIV could kill more people than injuries from bullets, from violence basically,” he says.

It is a sentiment many others in the Aids field have expressed too.

That is the worse-case scenario and efforts are now under way to try and reach patients in camps.

Infectious

Bathwell Nyengweso runs a team of volunteers who visit the camps on the edge of Nairobi’s slums, trying to identify HIV-positive patients.

At Mathare slum in Nairobi there are 64 tents. Twelve have been identified as having patients in urgent need of medical attention.Amongst them is one man who also has multi-drug resistant tuberculosis.

He is in an extremely infectious state and would normally be in isolation, but it is impossible to do that in a displaced people’s camp.

The health volunteers are extremely concerned. The tent the man has visited houses a three-day-old baby in the corner.

The little girl has already showing signs of exposure, and they are concerned that she could be infected with TB.

Health officials are still trying to assess the impact six weeks of violence has had on the country’s battle with Aids.

Just how big a setback this has been may only emerge once a durable peace deal is in place – for some Aids patients that might simply be too late.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/africa/7245190.stm

ding! *sigh* at least it’s partly sunny?

Chicago, Illinois

Mostly Cloudy
8°F
RealFeel®
-10°F
Winds: NNW
at 13mph
Mostly Cloudy
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San Diego, California
Cloudy
53°F
RealFeel®
56°F
Winds: CLM
at 0mph
Cloudy

disclaimer: I claim no knowledge on correct theology… just some passing thoughts…

i think i wrote an entry about getting blessed while i study… this entry is about this morning while i was washing up…. I began to think back to Colbert’s interview with Tony Compolo… I’m not going to go into all of it because I didn’t particularly agree with all of his viewpoints, but he did harp on the point that Jesus called us to love our enemies and that was the basis behind him not supporting the war… now I’m not going to go into all of that because I don’t want to spark a whole lot of controversy and because I just haven’t made up my mind on it all… but my mind started to go to God’s glory and the varies ways He uses to give glory to Himself… Back in the OT times, God readily used wars to display His glory to the different nations… and then thinking back to the NT, what I realized (and I know I knew this but still…) was that Jesus is God’s ultimate glory… God’s glory is found in Christ forever now… I’m not going to say what this means about wars because there’s still valid arguments about just wars, etc… but the main point was just how amazing Jesus is… Jesus – God’s ultimate showing of His glory to this world… amazing…

I’m with this kid below…. I need some help~ :/ what the heck am I going to do with the rest of my life?

confused

Things I’ve crossed off the list: Ob/Gyn (i liked it, but the lifestyle is terrible), Neuro and Psych (i really enjoyed these two, but there’s too much uncertainty about things in the field for me to consider them at this point?)
Things I’m most likely to be crossed off my list: Surgery, and other surgical sub-specialties… But who knows… I might end up doing my surgery rotation at the end of the year and love it~

What’s left? Medicine, Pediatrics, Med-Peds, Family, Emergency, etc…
Medicine – Ok so I’ve been telling people I’m most likely going into Internal Medicine. I liked most aspects of the rotation (minus my time at County, but I’m gonna blame the County ancillary staff and not Medicine for this). There’s a fair balance of inpatient work, plus some longitudinal care. And there’s subspecializing, which isn’t a choice that needs to be made now.
Pediatrics – I’ve actually enjoyed working with kids in the outpatient basis while on my family rotation this moth, but we’ll see what the inpatient side has to offer next month. I can’t say much more on this yet.
Med-Peds – The cop-out residency for people who can’t decide… haha… that’s not true, but I haven’t heard too many good things about doing this because it just leads to further confusion as you go out into practice. What would I be? An internist? A pediatrician? Who could I get to cover my calls?
Family – I’m most likely not going to be going into family because I don’t want to have to do ob/gyn during my residency… haha… but more than that I think I’d want some more inpatient work other than following up clinic patients when they get hospitalized.
Emergency – I’m slowly starting to cross this off the list because I’m not too keen on all the acute trauma stuff that would roll in, but then again it would be an exciting life. Another drawback though would be being forever tied to a hospital.

Opinions? Comments? Suggestions? ppppplllleeeeaaassseeee~~~

on a brighter note… in light of the all-star festivities of tonight… here’s a tribute to the 2 best dunkers of today and yesteryear…

Any tribute to dunkers… must begin with the best of all-time… Michael Jordan!!!

Then you gotta give it up to this man… Mr. Vinsanity… Vince Carter~

and yes… i am still procrastinating…. boo….

sometimes… these demotivator posters speak the truth…

Challenges

and yes… i am procrastinating…

procrastination

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